It's 2 am and I'm still crocheting for tomorrow's sale. I hope it'll turn out great and people will actually buy my crochet craft. :) I hope so... How's life so far? It's been good? Never better? It's just so-so. Life is good but it's better if it's better than I'm living now. But I'm grateful though. At least, there are people living in worse condition than me. At least I ate everyday, drink clean water everyday, sleeping on bed, have clothes to wear, family that support me, friends to laugh with.. They said you're the happiest man on earth if you have these 3 things;
1. Something to love
2. Something to do
3. Something to look forward to
I kinda have all these 3 things but yet why am I still feel something is missing. Empty feeling. That empty feeling inside me can only be filled on day. By the best person, at the best time, with the best reason. :)
Lately, my surrounding is filled with negative energy. I'm trying to avoid it. I trying to avoid people whining about something, I'm trying to avoid people gossiping/talking about someone. I'm trying to stay calm and I'm trying not to be angry. I'm tired of being angry. I wanted to turn over a new leaf. I wanted it to be like it used to be. Like before. Before hatred came. Right before my trust is still there. Healthy relationship is all I wanted. Maybe by being hypocrite can achieved that, Hypocrite I will be. It's not a good thing but it is needed in this kind of situation. :) Silence is virtue. If you got nothing good to say then just stay silence and just smile. More smile. I like it that way.
PS I Love you : She's afraid of more than just spiders and snakes. Her biggest fear? Falling in love with someone who isn't hers. Dear Allah, protect her heart and only open it only to the owner of this left ribs she's holding.
Yours Truly,
♥SSC♥
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