Depressed :((

Saya sangat depressed malam ni.
Rasa macam mahu nangis ja.
Rasa empty. Rasa macam loser.
Bodoh kan..Haish..
nda suka! Benci!
I really really want to cry right now.
I'm fed up. Tired.
I really miss my family
Right now. Right here.
X'mas/new year ni mahu turun Damansara/Cheras at my sis/bro place.
Tapi nda boleh. Sebab tiada cuti.
X'mas jatuh hari jumaat. Means tiada cuti hari ahadnya.
New year pun sama jugak.
Kan bagus kalau jatuh pada hari sabtu.
At least berbaloi juga turun KL.
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:((

Apa bah masalah sy ni?? I really100x feels empty.
Padahal byk tul org sekeliling sy ni..
Gain praises but not companion.
I thought I have companion, but truly, they r not.
I want my real friends. seriously. but they are far away from me.
Need my Montoku. Need my Wawa.
Macam sy ada emotional disorder oo.
Or maybe it just PMS.
Benci!
Macam baru jak tadi saya suka suki. Ketawa riang ria.
Sekarang, nah.. padan muka ko.
There's a saying..
Jangan terlampau happy, nanti mesti sedih.
Jadi macamanalah??