First Syawal 2013

I just want to remember how Eid 2013 were like..Not enough comrades this year. Ah Cill, Kak Chik, Qitot & Kak Kamisah and family were missing. Only Mon, Kak Ann, Kak Inna & me preparing everything. Thank Allah Amin brought Benek, his friend from Baru Jumpa. They were our Office boys. Hehe.

We barely made it on time. But Alhamdulillah, there were no leftover this year. By 3pm every food was finished. Felt guilty for those that came after that. 

It's 3am and Echa still up. Aunty yoyot would kill for a sleep at that time. 

Who sleeping with who. hehe

Kitchen helpers

Putera2 kak bibie. Yang satu tu merajuk. Yg satu tu momon seja kerjanya.

I bet Kak Chik wearing the same pattern as me bcoz my kain raya was sponsored by her. Percks of having elder sisters :)

With my niece Nisa. She have grown up beautiful kan? :)

Nurul & Nisa

Evana. Bebeth. Kim. Bryan.

First visitor and the only friends that came. 

:)

*All pics taken from my phone. I should have transferred raya pics from abang's Dslr. haih.

** Hopefully next year's Eid the family will be complete.

*** Hopefully next year raya berdua. Hehe *how absurd*

Rindu.

Salam,

Every time i see a yellow ford ranger, I'll yell DADDYYYYYY!!! i wan't daddy to fetch me here. I wan't daddy to call me and said he's here already. Come down fast!! I miss daddy. (I even crying when I type this!!) I wanna go home. I wanna sleep with wawa. I wanna massage mummy's and daddy's feet (eventho i'm being forced to) I wanna go home!! Especially in time like this. Even though it's not my birthday yet but I wanna celebrate my birthday with my lovely nephews and nieces. I want them to sing me a happy birthday. I want them to scramble each other blowing the candles and cut it. I want them doing pot-luck for my birthday. Kak Ina, Kak Kamisah, Cicil, Kak Bie, Auntie Bibah each bring their signature dishes. I want Kak Ina or Kak Kamisah to bake cheese cake for me or me myself can bake it on my own. I want mummy to cook ikan ampap or sup ayam lihing for me. I want Mon to make ambuyat and we all eat it together. I want Aqil to run into me and hug me, that's the first thing he'll do when he came to our house. I want Abg Mirul and Amar forcedly giving me their cheek for auntie yoyot to kiss. I want to see Hayyan berkuntau with the others in our living room and cried out loud when we all jerit 'Hayyan Pulang!!' I want cantek continue being the datin in our house  and keep asking me 'auntie yoyot, wawa mana?' (because everybody neglecting her when playing, because she's so fragile and being all datin and that). I want tatung to come after me yelling her name across our window and we'll start gosipping and then  help me with the dishes and then we'll continue gossiping some more.

i just freaking miss everybody at home right now :'(

11 years since my brother got myself a sis-in-law :P

Assalamualaikum wbt.

A dusun lotud bride & groom.

* when you marry a dusun lotud, you'll get to wear this kind of costume. It's a must in our family! :P

And it already 11 years since this newlywed became husband & wife 

And the gave me 3 beautiful buah hati that I love so much!

Happy anniversary Abang Mel & Kak Kamisah!

"HARI INI DALAM SEJARAH 22.06.2001, 11 TAHUN YANG LEPAS, TEMAN DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT,PERTAMA DAN TERAKHIR, INSYALLAH." -- Abang Mel

InsyaAllah. till Jannah :)

3 buah hati yang I love so much tu.

Nazmi Aniq. Nazmi Aqil. Nur Maisarah

Semoga jadi anak soleh & solehah ya sayang.

Abang Mel, you are the coolest!

because he perms his hair!! Crazzayy

HAHAHA

I thought my sis in  law is just joking about my brother curl his hair.

Apparently she's not!

She's angry though.. but when can we do crazy things if not now right?

We're not getting younger or older than we are now.

So, Do things! Crazy things!

At least, my brother can crossed out 'curling my hair' in his list.

And he is now officially Awan Nano no-1 fan in our family.

LOL

Mum and dad's journey to sacred place

Assalamualaikum wbt

Mum and dad might be on plane right now heading to Jeddah or still waiting at Brunei for their flight. I miss them already. Thank you Allah for granting my dua, giving my parent opportunity to visit your sacred place. Thank you so much! 

I'm just hoping that everything went well. That they'll arrive there and be back here again safe and sound. 

All the people whose on pilgrimage right now, please be kind to each other and help those that needed help. I know you guys are in a tight schedule but please be considerate and gentle especially to elderly people and the young ones. 

Mon. Mummy. Daddy.

My prayer would always be with you

Mon and Mum.

Mummy looks funny. She might be super duper excited! haha

My BIL and dad.

Among them three, i'm worried about my dad the most. He is not at his best health and he is so stubborn he wouldn't ask for help even he is sick! He said he can do it but actually he can't. Ya Rabb, give my dad, mummy and aunt the strength that they needed to finish this umrah. I hope this umrah will be a crossroad to them and to us family to be a better muslim. Amin.

Daddy and Mummy.

39 years of marriage

:)

Imam Ali ibn Hussain Zainul Abedin (A.S.) says: Perform Hajj and Umrah rituals in order to be safe and sound, to make it better living for your family and make a better life.

Imam Ali ibn Hussain Zainul Abedin (A.S.) says: Pilgrim of God's House will be forgiven, and he is entitled to go to heaven and his family and  possessions will be safe and immune.

Imam Sadiq (A.S.) said: The best ways to pray God include silence and going to His House.

Imam Sadiq (A.S.) says: In every month of the year people can go to perform Umrah, but the best month is Rajab. (The 7th lunar month).

Happy 59th Birthday Dad! love you! :')

Assalaimualaikum wbt

15th January. It's my dad's birthday!

         Daddy.. Daddy... Daddy.. For all the time that I get to spend with you this sem break, I'm gonna keep calling you as often as I can.. Daddy!! Happy Birthday!! I love you so much.. Daddy.. My daddy.. I love my dad the way he is. He may not be rich but he's trying his best to provide the needs of his children. He is loving but in his own way. He may not show it but I know deep down you're really worried about us. 

        My dad was the coolest dad ever! Back when I was 6 years old, every time where were coming back home approaching out Kampung's street, he'll let me sit on his lap and control the car's steering. That was my favorite thing to do back then. But still, here I am turned out to be a lousy driver. This year is the 5th year I'm a legal driver and FYI, I've been into car accident 3 times already. Practically almost every year starting from my matriculation year, either I'll hit someone's car or someone's gonna hit me. Jinx.

         For anak-bongsu-tak-jadi, I practically having not so luxurious childhood. Back then, my dad prioritized more on  my elder brothers and sisters because they need more money for their fees and stuffs. I don't remember having any toys. Ever. I just remember having that paper-doll collection that you can buy for 20 cent each book. In that book, you'll have paper barbie, paper barbie's clothes, dresses, handbag, shoes. So, what you play just like you're playing with barbie doll. Only, it's just paper. And the only new clothes I'll get was on Eid. At that time, I was like thanks for finishing all the money siblings! I was very mad at them. Very. As I grew older, I'd realized that dad sacrifice a lot! For a government officer like him people might expect him to drive drive nice car, pretty loaded aite? but not my dad. He gave the car for my mum to use coz my mum was a nurse and she needs transport to visit her patients at home. So, my dad take the bus. Every morning. Every evening. Everyday. The first car that he regularly drove to work was our ranger bought by my brother. Sebab  bagi ruang kepada abang2 dan kakak2 dulu, saya yang kena tempiasnya sekarang. And I'm grateful for that. Now, it's my siblings  turn to take of me. of my needs. :P

          I had made some stupid decision in the past. A stupid decision made for a stupid reason. I decide to quit boarding school because I'm having severe homesick, I hate the environment but mostly it was because i'm crazy over Meteor Garden. And it was an utterly dismantlement to my dad. And I regret that. And I'd made myself a promise that I won't ever do something that gonna let him down ever again. He's trying hard to raise us. Daddy sangat berhati-hati with his salary. He got this finance diary where every night he'll jot down every expense for each of us using our initials. MAC, MIC, SMC, SEC and for me SSC. Every night he'll tell me how much I've spent and I'll argue with him coz I don't remember spending that amount of money. For example, on that particular date, he'll wrote SSC-RM5. Padahal my pocket money back then was just RM2! >.< But despite all that, I'm still able to attend tuition classes, taekwando classes etc. Because both of my mum and dad sacrificed their needs for us. T_T 

Daddy, sekarang lolot tidak mampu lagi bagi apa-apa. Harap daddy sama mummy panjang umur dapat tunggu sampai lolot kerja, ada gaji sendiri. Sorry for being degil, melawan & tak dengar cakap. The least I can do now is just perform my best in studies, trying hard not to get into trouble and pray for both of them.

Dad & Mum

with his princesses

Ya Allah, izinkan aku membahagiakan kedua ibubapaku sebelum mereka kembali kepadaMu.Ampunkanlah dosa-dosa mereka. Berilah mereka kesihatan yang baik, umur yang panjang dan golongkanlah mereka dalam hambaMu yang soleh solehah dan dijanjikan syurga. Ya Allah, Engkau buka dan luaskan pintu rezeki ibubapaku ya Rabb. Kurniakanlah mereka rezeki untuk menunaikan Umrah tahun ini. Berilah mereka rezeki untuk menziarahMu ya Rabb. Amin.

        

Little caliph we have but never had, and yet will have forever.

My dear little caliph,
For just those few weeks my sis have you in her,

And that short of a time, seems to be changed so profoundly.

In those few weeks,

she came to know you...and to love you.

Allah had granted them you. after almost 6 years of waiting

Oh what a life they had planned for you!

Just those few weeks...

it was enough time to convince others

how special and important you were to her.

She lost a lifetime of hopes,plans, dreams and aspirations.

You were just those few weeks...

 My little caliph.

You darted in and out of our life too quickly.

But it seems that's all the time you needed

to make our life richer

and to give her a small glimpse of eternity.

My little caliph,

auntie loves you so much.

only Allah knows how much happy I am when you mother told me about your existence

Even happier than her i reckoned.

we've waited long for you to join our family

but the hurt will recedes with times

Please be strong my dear sis,

For only Allah knows how much you've waited and suffer.

He's the means. And He had planned what's best for you.

Dear our little caliph,

the child we have, but never had.

And yet will have forever.

For those short few weeks, we have love you enough. And will always be.

My dear little caliph after those few weeks...

Sabr. The power of Patience and Prayer :)

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Alhamdulillah. Praise Allah! I have a good start for my sweet 21. I've received terrific news from my family, been doing fine in studies so far but laziness still kicks in here and there and I've been living an active life recently. Thanks to dying-to-lose-weight team mates Ain Ali & Akmal Ezat. Ayuh capai BMI normal. Kita Boleh!

For your information, yours truly is going to be an aunt to a beautiful TWINS! InsyaAllah. Wait for the confirmatory check up this upcoming 1st Nov. (Siapa yang baca post ni, sila aminkan semoga kakak saya betul2 dapat kembar) Congratulation sis! After almost 6 years of waiting, my second big sista, SMC pregnant at last. But she is now warded due to her high glucose level in blood. I pray that everything is going to be smooth ride for the coming 9 months. Amin.

This reminds me about the power of patience and prayer. Allah reminds us that all people will be tested and tried and calls us, muslims to bear it with patience, perseverance and prayer. All we need to do is put our trust in Allah, for only Allah knows what is the best for us.

"Oh you who believe! Persevere in patience and constancy. Vie in such perseverance, strengthen each other, and be pious, that you may prosper."(3:200)
 "Be patient, for your patience is with the help of Allah." (16:127)
 "Patiently, then, persevere - for the Promise of Allah is true, and ask forgiveness for your faults, and celebrate the praises of your Lord in the evening and in the morning."(40:55)
 "No one will be granted such goodness except those who exercise patience and self-restraint, none but persons of the greatest good fortune." (41:35)

" seek help in patience and prayer" (Al-Baqarah: 45) 

Allah SWT mentioned a lot about patience and prayer in Quran. We just have to believe! Believe! Believe!
Even His angels sends their Salaam upon those who have patience and victory are with those who are patience. Let us together improve to be a better Muslim, remember that Allah will show His Love with test, just endure it and be steadfast in our religious duties. Plus, it's a chance for us to discover our true essence and develop our potential to the fullest! :D *positive2

Fainna Ma'al 'Usri Yusra

Inna Ma'al 'Usri Yusra!

Let's do this. Everyday! :D

P/S I Love You: Dear Lot, Keep praying and be patience. For only Allah knows what is the best for you. :)

My sis wearing pink maternal hospital cloth. She looks so cute and glowing and doesn't look sick at all! Maybe all those hormones i guess.. Ahh,, Happy women are the most beautiful :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAWA!

Happy Sweet 6th Birthday to my little sis, WAWA.

Kakak rindu. sayang Wawa.

Belajar rajin-rajin supaya dapat baca blog kakak =.=

Jangan nakal2, jaga mummy sama daddy baik2. 

Dengar cakap mummy, jangan kasi pening dia.

Jangan ponteng sekolah, rajin2 pergi mengaji.

Tahniah, dapat basikal baru. 

Pergi tayang sama emai n jojo.

Kasi jeles dorang.. hihiks.

Jaga tu basikal bagus2, jangan kasi rosak ok.

semoga panjang umur, murah rezeki,

bertambah pandai n rajin belajar, jadi anak yang baik, 

jangan melawan cakap mumy daddy mcm kakak ko ni,

Bahagia dunia akhirat. Amiin.

Rindunya sama ko. Nanti kita pulang kita tidur di bilik aircond sama2 ok.

Let see what this already 6 years old kiddo is doing for the past 6 years,..

Rockstar bebeh!

Peace!wawa lah pandai buat peace dgn jari telunjuk n jari manis.

Ngee~

She still and always be my baby.

suka main kucing sampai tidur pun sama kucing.

Will u be a vet like your sis too??

Only God knows.

Berani ni budak ni.

kasi hidup mercun n bunga api sendiri.

i guess u inherit that from where huh? hoho

Dia dapat basikal baru sudah.

Bukan ini ok. ini basikal lama dia.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WAWA.

p/s: kakak rindu.

Happy Anniversary to Mr and Mrs Chu!! ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy Anniversary to my parent, En Mohd Rizal Chu and Pn Suntagi Ann Sabar.

They've been married for 36 years!!!

Woohooo..

Lama bukan? Kena minta petua ni. Ok fine, padahal belum kahwin lagi.hihi

Sepanjang perkahwinan mereka ni la terhasilnya baby2 comel seperti;

1. Mohd Azmil Chu-35 bulan

2. Siti Ervina Chu- 32 bulan

3. Mohd Irwand Chu-31 bulan

4. Siti marlinna Chu-29 bulan

5.Siti Shakinna Chu- 19 bulan

6. Farah Hani- 5 bulan.

*sila convert word bulan ke tahun untuk info yang sahih.

I'm feeling really honoured and blessed born in this family.Still having my parent together.

Got its ups and down, but still we manage to survive it.No matter what happen, we stick to each other.

That's what family are for. Ok ok back to my parent thingy.

Ngeee~ Saya balik2 tanya kisah cinta cintun mereka berdua ni. hihi

For me, Kisah my parent ni is not a conderella story nor Kabhi Kushi kabhie Gam.

Its not even love at first sight. Its just all about Jodoh di tangan Tuhan.

They knew each other for quite some time before they ending up being together. 

But not as lover. As a collegue. As a friend.

Dulu my dad works at Hospital office and my mum is nurse there.

Sana la konon dorang b'kenalan.Tapi kan, Dorang bukannya couple ni dulu.

Ni dad is actually my mum's friend' boyfriend. Ok, get it?

My mum pun ada orang lain juga. But, eventually dorang pula yang sama2 kan.

That's why my mum always said, No matter how much in love u are, kalau itu bukan jodoh kau, bukan lah tu.

Betul ka tidak? 

Eventhough they are not each other first love, but they still together until now.

Its not just about love, Its about respect, tolerate and teamwork.

They work so hard together to support us. I really sayang my parent. So much!

They sacrifice many thing for us. EVERYTHING!

Sampai apa2 pun pesanan dorang  kan, 

"ko jgn lah kisah psl mummy, kisah pasal daddy ko jak'

"ko jangan la kisah daddy, peduli mummy ko jak'

I don't know what to say, maybe to them, the respect their spouse and know how much their spouse have sacrifice for their family. They just want the best for each other.

Saya ingat lagi masa saya tanya my dad,
' mcmana bah daddy boleh tahan sama mummy bising 24 jam ni?'

Memang anak jahat ni. Bukan anak jahat, tapi my mum memang kuat bebel. 24 jam!

Then my dad answered,

' when u really know this person, u'll accept everything about her.'

Woo.. shall i translate to, Saya terima dia seadanya. Hahaha.. Agak romatiklah.. Hoho.

Anyway, I really2 adore my parent so much. Semoga mereka panjang umur, dimrahkan rezeki dan tergolong dalam orang yang soleh. Amiin. Really hope they can make it to 50th year together. :))

Belakang tu kubur mahsuri bukan kubur sembarangan.

Bukti Cinta* Tiba tiba

Gambar yang sangat tidak ok.

Tengok my dad x pandai behave T.T and my mum eyes is closed!

kenapalah saya upload pic ni??

Ni masa hari Ibu tahun ni at my cousin's place.

sengaja dia MMS saya ni pic sebab untuk kasi jeles betapa happynya mereka d sana.

Huhuuuu.. i just realised I've miss so much of my fam's activity.

Aduhai ibuku, ayahku, selamat pengantin lama ya!

Kemarin dulu a.k.a monday mereka sambut anniversary di Hyat.

Semua ada except me!

26 orang semuanya.

Banyak duit! kirim2 lah yang d ulu state ni.

Fakta: My mum 3 tahun lebih tua dari my dad.

Typical mum-daughter call

Salam.
lately i've been very busy studying for my final.
I bet all of u are the same too.
I'm so stress out u know.
Not just because of exam, its also b'coz of my hols.
Like i said in my previous post. with all the brainwash-by-big-sis stuff..haha
my mom just call just now.
Like usual, asking how her daughter is doing? suda makan? suda mandi? (ini pun mau d tanya..haha)
Ini la ba~ mama kn..
Ngeeeeeeee.. Then tanya lagi about the perawatan wanita aka jamu mustika ratu yang dia belikan.
Sudah habis makan ka belum. I said, belum habis lagi.
Apa lagi, kena leter la. coz benda tu sudah sebulan belum habis2 lagi..haha
Dia suruh habiskan so that my period will come regularly.. Mummy..mummy.. haiz
I whine to her about my study and asking her to pray for me.
My mom bagi la kata2 semangat, suruh saya faham, bukan hafal!
then cakap hari2 mumy dia untuk ko.. huhu.. terharu..
pastu, cerita about my sis, wawa. She's taking part on her kindergarden show.
Too bad I can't be there watching her perform..huhu..
Then, cerita pasal my cuzzie annie mahu kahwin this coming 21st nov,,
I haven't buy clothes for the weds n FYI, i am chubbier than b4!!.. terpaksa diet ni..hoho
Saya confirm balik 18 nov and will be back 28 nov at KL then 30 nov will be in kelantan.
Happy!!!
ok la. i need to continue my physiology. This cardiac thingy really2 make my head twisted. huhu

xx00xx00 (^+^)vv

P/S: Lately, i've been wondering about being married. Living with the person u love. Everyday u wake up, U'll wake up next to the person u love. How lovely is that?? Ngee.. Ni sebab tengok ' They kissed again' la ni..huhu.. kalau ikut Islam, ada perasaan macam ni, patut mendirikan rumahtangga suda nie. Tapi mahu kahwin dengan sapa? calon pun xda..Hahaha.. lot..lot.. pandai la ko sana.. study dulu! baru fikir pasal kahwin. JPA melarang pelajar under dia kahwin. hahaha

My mummy and Wawa whom i miss dearly..

Huhu..