Rindu.

Salam,

Every time i see a yellow ford ranger, I'll yell DADDYYYYYY!!! i wan't daddy to fetch me here. I wan't daddy to call me and said he's here already. Come down fast!! I miss daddy. (I even crying when I type this!!) I wanna go home. I wanna sleep with wawa. I wanna massage mummy's and daddy's feet (eventho i'm being forced to) I wanna go home!! Especially in time like this. Even though it's not my birthday yet but I wanna celebrate my birthday with my lovely nephews and nieces. I want them to sing me a happy birthday. I want them to scramble each other blowing the candles and cut it. I want them doing pot-luck for my birthday. Kak Ina, Kak Kamisah, Cicil, Kak Bie, Auntie Bibah each bring their signature dishes. I want Kak Ina or Kak Kamisah to bake cheese cake for me or me myself can bake it on my own. I want mummy to cook ikan ampap or sup ayam lihing for me. I want Mon to make ambuyat and we all eat it together. I want Aqil to run into me and hug me, that's the first thing he'll do when he came to our house. I want Abg Mirul and Amar forcedly giving me their cheek for auntie yoyot to kiss. I want to see Hayyan berkuntau with the others in our living room and cried out loud when we all jerit 'Hayyan Pulang!!' I want cantek continue being the datin in our house  and keep asking me 'auntie yoyot, wawa mana?' (because everybody neglecting her when playing, because she's so fragile and being all datin and that). I want tatung to come after me yelling her name across our window and we'll start gosipping and then  help me with the dishes and then we'll continue gossiping some more.

i just freaking miss everybody at home right now :'(

Hatiku tak tertahan!

Salam.

Pammie informed me just now.. Bad news.. That Sri Tawau farming rejected our application for practical and the reason is that they couldn't provide us with accommodation. That news really really really broke my heart. I feel devastated! I just feel that I'm too homesick to bear another month doing my practical here in Semenanjung. I miss home so much! Oh Dear Allah, help me. just make everything easier and flow smoothly. I've been facing a rough time this semester. But still, I'm thankful because You gave me guidance every time I faced rough times. I put my trust in You. You know what is best for me. I leave it in Your hand. Let life unfold itself Lot. Be patience.

Wajah-wajah kesayangan hamba that I am missing so much!

 

Rumah kampung saya..
saya rindu drive SAA2334C besfren sy kemana2 ;)

 

 Mummy and Daddy

 

Wawa saya yang suka bercamgediks

 

Oi Gorongit! lolot rindu ko bah.. :S

 

Wawa comel macam kakak dia juga :P

 

Abang Mel, Kak Kamisah, Emai, Jojo, Aqil..
Banyak sudah persembahan kamu Auntie yoyot missed kan.. :(

 

Shioknyaa kamuu mandi kolam!

Aqil comel :))
Terlampau la bah kan Auntie yoyot nda penah jumpa ko sampai sekarang.
Nanti raya kita jumpa ya sayang.. peluk2 cium2 gigit2 lagi kita. :)

 

Kak Ina, Abg Azman, Abg Mirul, Aleya, Amar
Terlepas Auntie yoyot rasa kek pertama Abg mirul buat sempena hari jadi ibu kan.
Tp, Abg janji mau kasi buat Auntie yoyot nanti kan? 

 

Gambar chantek mewakili Mon, Cil, K.Bie sama Hayyan..
Rindu basung ampap Mon..
Rindu Chantek! Rindu Hayyan!

Macam saya terlupa someone tau...

 

Of coz bestie kesayangan.. Rindu gila2!
Good Luck comp test ko esk ah. Ko tutup mata jak jawab. Confirm lulus punya! :D

Macam terlupa someone lagi tau...

 

Ketulinan Kebaikanku :P
All the best in your final exam. Don't worry, you can do it!
Semoga selamat sampai Malaysia dengan jayanya!

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While I was working on this entry, Farah ask me whether I wanna got to bundle shop with her or not. Pucuk Dicita Ulam Mendatang (Entah betul ke x ni? :P) Daripada aku stress pasal LI bagus aku pergi jalan malam2 round KB release tension. Memang round area KB lah cari kedai bundle. At last pergi Wakaf Che Yeh tapi apa yang dicari still x dapat. Takpe still got few days before vet night. Masih ada masa usha kedai2 lain bagi yang belum dapat baju tu :) After that, we went to Teratak atap Papa for my supper and their dinner :P hehe.. Happy sebab jumpa Orang sabah atau according to him bini dia orang sabah. But then, his accent betul2 pekat sabahan brunei ni. Mum called me asking me how was I? Am I doing good? Kak chik told her about my LI thingy and she said she'll find some ladang for my practical. Love you Mum! I'll reconsole back with that Sri Tawau Farm tomorow hoping that they'll accept us. *fingger crossed. Dear Allah, permudahkan urusanku. Amin. :)

PS I Love You: I pray about you. Consistently :)

Yours Truly,

  ♥SSC♥

I got feevu(r)

I never have fever since i was 10!!!

Selalunya sore throat+ flu saja.

Oh my..

Malangnya nasib.. Dah lah ahad ni paper Anatomy.

KILLER PAPER!!!

 I still remember the last time i got fever, my mom will cook chicken soup for me.

We’ll eat together. Mummy, daddy and me. All my siblings were away at that moment.

I was raining heavily. And that chicken soup really2 comforting.

As far as i remember, I ate that soup with me wrapping myself with my brown comforter.

I still have that comforter. Its like my ‘bantal busuk’.

We ate infront of TV (bad habit!)

I miss that moment! I miss being take care of. Miss my MUMMY!!

P/s: a friend of mine said I only need 10 marks to pass that anatomy paper. I dont want ‘only pass’. I want B!! Coz A is soooo impossible.. Huhu