At night I wonder... Dear Ketulinan Kebaikanku, What do I have to do, to get guy like you?
Ignore.. It's just a wonder. LOL You set up the benchmark. You make other guys looks so ordinary.
After 5 days of lugai-lugai in my room, pam and I gonna head back to a home. Even though it's not ours. But it's has family in it. Hope it the warmth of a family could be therapeutic to us. Gonna update the 5 days of lugai-lugai tomorow morning.
P.S: Just finish watching Dream High yesterday. It was awesome!! i love all the songs in it. I am a big fan of Korean drama but not Korean songs. There are only few korean songs that I like. Sam Dong quoted ' I know you better than you know yourself '. In this world, I can say that my bestfriend is the one that get me and understand. Even my parent and sibling don't. Well parent are being parent and sibling are being sibling. But they are still in the first and seconf ranking in 'the most important people in my life'
I say harsh words directly. I admit that. My word presentation skills isn't so good. Because it came directly from my heart. No tapis-tapis. That's my weakness. Well, at least i'm being honest and not hypocrite right? Sorry for those who are hurt by my words. I don't meant to. I think i should enroll myself in Anger management class. I'd said before that i'm not angry easily but nowadays i do. Especially this semester. Everything is just getting on my nerve. Banyak dosa kali. Kena tambah zikrullah ni tau. :)) Plus, I miss home so much! I really2 miss my parent. I hope you guys can understand that when I say I don't want the faculty thing interrupt the holiday. Because I haven't seen my parent in ages! And it will be 1 year in August to be exact. You said that orang di oversea pun berkorban 2-3 tahun tak jumpa parent. Well, I'm not studying in oversea. Even my friends studying in oversea go back every year and spend time with their families for 2 months before headed back to their Uni. And I curious with my semenanjung friends who don't go back home when you got the chance to. Who only spend 4-7 days of their holiday and come back to Uni again. Don't you love being at home? with your love ones? You have to spend time with your parent as much as you could, coz later when they are gone, you'll regret it. I always pray that I wont be in situation that you got a call from home telling your parent... and cant even continue. I just hope for the best. For God sake, I takes 2 flight before touchdown to Sabah!
P.S.S: Panjang pula P.S saya ni. Hahaha..
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