Keep it under your hat

There maybe times when we want to tell somebody what we are doing, what we're up to, whose talking to us today, who's make jokes to us, who's who's and who's.. Well, You can't and you don't! Why? because we all hate being preached at. It's a bit like when our friend passing the exam with flying colours and we are not. And how we all hate those feeling. That's why we can just simply , don't preach,propagate , try to convert, shout or even mention this.


Well, I might just get on with the plan, do it quietly and go about my daily life happily ang smugly without telling anyone about it. But, I"M NOT THAT KIND OF PERSON. I AM AN EXTROVERT!! Do you know how hard for an extrovet to keep something to itself. Yes it's hard. Me telling somebody about what my activity is, my plans, my happy moments, sad moments, enjoyed moments, funny moments, successfull moments is not being smart arse, of showing off or what-so-ever. I just wanted to share it with somebody. Something without sharing is nothing. We need to share all the happiness, sadness, so that it would not actually burden ourselves. 


But, sometimes, I do get annoyed and irritated. When somebody sharing with me something. Expecially tino gediks yang keep mentioning about guys, or what they do to her, even small matter. Kalau dia tu ikhlas, maybe i'm not that annoyed. But kita boleh tahu bah bila orang tu ikhlas or not. Ada juga yang tidak gedik tapi suka ni bila lelaki gurau, kacau or even do little thing (in a good way k) to her. Padahal sudah ada boyfriend ni. Haish. Kin panas ah. And if i just listening to you without replying to that issue with my excitedness and happy-joy-gay attitude. It mean SHUT UP and LEAVE ME ALONE! Ni yang malas kalau orang act2 manja ni. Tolonglah. Tolonglah. Act in a the way that i may not be annoyes at YOU!!


Tapi siapalah saya ni kan untuk menilai. Saya punya attitude pun bikin panas juga sometimes. Not everybody will like you kan. Maybe just be yourself and ignore what the hell that they think about you,. YOu are YOu. So, Lot kalau dia gedik tu, jangan lah ko marah atau annoyed, itu diri dia lah tu. pedulilah dia mau cerita ni lelaki gini2 ka, ni org mcm ni ka.. Suka hati dia lah. 


So, Advise for myself, There's a thing that we need to keep under our hat. Ada something yang perlu kita share. So pandai2 lah pilih mana satu mahu share, mana satu tidak. Tapi hanya ada satu orang di dunia ni yang I don't keep any secret is. My Bestfriend. Our rules is, NO SECRET BETWEEN EACH OTHER! Kalau ada yang belum terbagitahu, tidak tenang lah tu. Mesti bagitahu juga. Glad I have someone I can trust and rely pon in this world.